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March 26 Foxtrot uniform charlie kiloHey hey all!
So wats new? ummm i got a boyfriend!! lol Jackson and he's hot n all that! lol so thats exciting oh i also got another modelling job!! i get a shitload on $$ so thats pretty damn good too! other then those little pieces of information i got nothing else really. this weekend was alot less interesting then last one, wow tara we had a big one last weekend ay! oh ive had a craving for pink champange all weekend!! should have some tonight! oh i got sick again last week, i was spewing up till 2 in the fricken morning! no fun! so i missed dance, sorry lynz!! oh im heaps buzzing for this week i got my jobs n i get my hair all done n jax gets his new ute! so yeh alot going on! oh n daves court case, good luck with that! hope it goes ok. so my eye has been twitching all day and its so bloody anoying, im not even that tired! was yesterday tho, mmm cranky Zoë last night, lol. oh i got that triple js hottest 100 cd, its pretty good ive been listening to it all morning, hence the name of this entry (its a song for those who dont kno [im assuming that ppl actually read this]). lol ok well i better go now before i start talking shit, oh, oh no to late! lol
\m/ ROCK ON \m/ March 20 Wat a weekend..lolHey everyone, wow so this weekend has been interesting, Jessies 18th went off and i had a rad time, besides falling over and hurting my elbow, i took a massive chunk outta it, damn drunkeness lol and my fight with David, that was huge and i said alot of things that i regret and i punched him, sorry David, that fight shouldnt have happened, oh well im so over it, it was good in a way coz it was a wake up call that i really needed, i think he did too, so yeh im taking the positives from it. So yeh a rather interesting weekend, now my arm hurts and i dont kno if itll heal for my modelling job, oh no! lol thats gonna suck and i have anohter casting this week, so i gotta wear a long sleve. well i got nothing else to write so later all, rock on and live it up! \m/ xoxox March 13 sick and boredDont you just hate being sick? its horrible, i have been sick since last monday and thats a whole week! i feel like crap. i was just getting better then i went to help my aunty with her kids coz she was sick and then they both start throwing up so now i got that sickness too! no good! so anyway i cant wait for jessies 18th its gonna be mad!! and everyones gonna look so pretty all dressed up nice (its a black n white party). hopefully im well enough to enjoy it fully. lol. So wat else is new? well nothing really, rather dull at the moment. Oh the majority of boys are faggots, but there are some exceptions... Oh and my sister is the biggest bitch ever and doesnt know how to be human or even act like a sister, if u know my sister make sure u remember that she will always let u down and she thinks she is 5 years older than she is and is likely to hurt u and not give a fuck about u! well i best be off ive got alot of homework to do.. so its kinda good that i have the day off.
arriviederci!
February 05 long time no talk..So its been awhile since i had a proper entry in this thing. Well my holidays have been fucken rad!! and i dont really want to go back to school on tuesday, last yr how scary!! mmm what else is new? oh i got a car for my 17th, rad 84 model nissan pulsar its a total bomb, but she goes so im happy!! i named her bitch or shitbox and ness named her eric coz she looks like eric from that 70's show (..if a car can look like a person???..) yeh so i have my licence and man freedom is gooood!! cept petrol is a bitch, oh i got a new fone too its rad!
i am so bloody tired, as katie would say ' ich bin mÜhde' mm the beautiful language of german, gotta love it how awesome are ramstein?? except its not 'i hate u' its 'u have me, u dont... im pretty sure... ill ask katie..
so anyway im off to school on tuesday hopefully there is some hotties in yr 11, omg speaking of hotties, i was out with my mate KC and we were doin this hunt thing (to win beer of course) and one of the things we had to do was hug a stranger and they got me to do it to this gorgeous guy it was pretty funny, but then last nite i was out and he saw me and he's like hey can i have a hug?, lol so embaressing, and i didnt even ask for his number! lol he was hot! so yeh last nite was crazy, had fun tho i am majorly tired now, this is like the 4th nite in a row when ive been out of bed till at least past 1 or past 4... mmm im a nite owl, cant wait till im 18, underage is gay coz ur always worried bout getting rejected from clubs n shit. think ill stick to parties till next yr...maybe...
well im off to sleep and watch the simpsons, leave a commet!!!
hab dich lieb sÜBe! ' November 20 BUNNY(\ /) (O.o) (> <) This is Bunny. Copy Bunny into your blog to help her on her way to world domination. Bunny Is Watching you!!!!! Must sleep!!Well how are we all? i am so tired didnt go to bed till about 5 and i havent been to bed before 11 since the thursday night before last. So i am bloody tired. and im bored.. i wanted to spend they day with a certain someone, but they are sleeping like i should be. I had a pretty alright night, was a bit dull at points and i really dont get boys (someone please tell me how their minds work???), but then we got pissed and had good fun!! lol. Im so happy that school is over for the year ive finished all my exams and i only have the AST trial on wednesday and then im free!! im going away lots too, to the coast and melbourne cannot wait!! man dont u just hate hayfever?? i saw saw2 at the movies on thursday man its gross i mean if ur into gross deaths and lots of gore and blood its good, but if peoples heads being blown open makes u sick, dont go. It is clever though, the twist... i also went bowling that night, that was heaps fun! i love bowling, but i suck i came last in the first game but then i came second last in the next woohoo!! i had a really good time that night twas good!! im so anticipating these holidays they better rock!! oh its christmas soon oh yeh! love chissy cept i need more moey coz i gotta buy shit loads of pressies!! i dont kno what to get people though and i love it when someone opens a pressie from u and they love it thats an awsome feeling ya kno? OMG im getting a new dog today!!!! a new dally, hes three and hes a cutey and im so excited coz i miss harley heaps!! but this one is different to harley which is good even though no dog in the whole entire universe could replace harley! this dogs name is currently Mr spock, eyh i kno random and i hate it lol we are going to call him nudge i think, it suits him. well sorry bout the essay lol im off. happy holidays people live em up!! \m/ *Zo* November 12 glow baby!!this is pretty rad!! i have nothing else to write i just wanted to do this glow thingo ill write later. bye for now fuckers! luv zo
November 11 random
Life’s Lesson What do you do? When you watch the tears fall, Thousands of reasons as to why, You don’t care any more, you just want to die. The tears they won’t stop, The fears they won’t leave, Your heart is won out from being worn on my sleeve, Endless regrets and missed opportunities, This is all you feel, It’s all that’s real. When did the words ‘I love you’ turn to so much? When did innocence and dependence leave us? Lying alone we sit and we dream, We press our faces into our pillows and we scream. Our hearts will be broken by the ones that we love, Our lives will be haunted by the ones up above, The blood red rose turns to black, As this happens to the world we turn our back. School seems so hard, confusion embraces our mind, Soon after you realize you’ve run out of time, The demons that haunt us are deep and are dark, Little do we realize, they hide in our heart. Our failures they cut us, deep and red raw, We hide ourselves away, could we possible want more? Our shoulders weigh heavy; our legs will give way, And soon, very soon, it will flood out one day. Silent tears of regret, tears come from our heart, They say more than words, tears deep from our soul, They pour and they flood, they can’t seem to stop, Life slowly crawls by like the hand on a clock. Very soon we realize, we are our own demons, We won’t take advice and we don’t learn from our mistakes, Over and over we do the same shit, And we sit and we wonder, is this life? It this it? We know we want more, more than we have, We want to be her; we want to be him, But soon we will find that deep down inside, Everyone has a dark secret they hide. Secrets are dark; they haunt us to our grave, As we walk backwards through this maze, we need to be brave, Look for the light that shines through the dark, Look for the angel that wields a pure heart. The good times come, and the bad times pass, Stay firm and stay strong, don’t shatter like glass, Make your decisions and follow them through, Respect yourself and know what you can do. Living for yourself is all you can do, Try to stay focused and always stay true, Hold your head high, hold you head proud, And when your fears are realized, scream them out loud. Do yourself justice, and live like you mean it, Follow your feet, the path you can see it, Your number one lesson, comes straight from your heart, Live in the sun, stay away from the dark, When this lesson is learned your life will start. November 05 Another Thingo, oh Joy!!Choose a band/artist: NOFX Answer the following questions ONLY using titles of their songs 1) Are you male or female: open your eyes2) Describe yourself: Nothing but a nightmare3) How do some people feel about you: im the one (hahahahah.. sure)4) How do you feel about yourself: shes gone5) Describe your ex boyfriend: all his suits are torn6) Describe current girlfriend: totally fucked7) Describe where you want to be: anarchy camp8) Describe how you live: stranger than fishin9) What would you ask for if you had just one wish: new boobs (haha not really just sounded funny)10) Share a few words of Wisdom: Dinosaurs will die11) Now say goodbye: Shut up already November 03 Im Sick... :o(and it sucks.. i have a massive headache and a very, very sore throat, you kno the one where it hurts to swallow, talk, eat, drink and all that yeh thats the one ive got and my glands are swollen... its horrible i feel like shit.. well last entry i was very angry i must say i dont think ive ever been that bad, it was a bad day actually. im better now in case you were wondering, ive had some mental pep talks and i have talked to the person i was angry at.. even tho that made me angry again at least its over and done with. Well nothing much interesting is happening with my life unless you kno me and my mates.... OMG harry potter is coming out soon! looks good, cant wait! yes i am an avid harry potter fan it rocks! ok well im tired and sick and sad so im going to attempt sleep.... arrivederci! which remindes me i want to go to Italy!! for 2 months next year on exchange!! well bye, night, sleep sweet xxxx p.s leave a comment! November 01 Anger..I am so fucken angry right now i really really want to punch that fucken asshole, Y the fuck do people just assume things about you?? i hate it!! no one knows the shit im goin through right now.. FUCK YOU, you know who you are!!! As if i dont care u fag... anyway sorry just needed to say it, hope you read it you dick! so glad school is almost over cant wait to get away.. so who wants to cheer me up?? anyone got a joke i like all kinds, lame or clever.. so tell me one..... October 31 Some thingoNAME 20 PEOPLE YOU KNOW 1.Claire 2.Brett 3.Ellie p 4.Ellie h 5.Jessie 6.Vanessa 7.David 8.Karel 9.Danii 10.Sarah 11.Jess m 12.Erin 13.Tim 14.Robbie 15.Rory 16.Alyce 17.Jordan 18.Sam 19.Yogi 20.Todd
#9 a boy or girl? Girl Would #11 and #2 make a good couple? well no, they are two completely different people. lol What grade is #17 in? 11 Would you ever date #3? sorry el but no haha Would you ever date #7? thats funny, thats my x... What's #10's fantasy? Not sure maybe involving her x?? Would #14 and #9 make a good couple? nah dont reckon,not much in common What school does #20 go to? Dara Tell me a random fact about #11: Shes a rad bitch who doesnt take no shit And #1? Best mate, who currently isnt very happy with me And #3 ? Good, good mate who enjoys chris and sex with chris lol And #2? Bretts a champ, luv that boy Have you ever had a crush on #16? nope soz lycey What's #4's favourite colour? Pink and Black! Are #5 and #6 best friends? Maybe there very close if not Does #8 like #19? no actually karel doesnt like yogi, as yogs is a guy and k roll isnt gay.. Does #10 have any pets? Yep dogs Is #12 older than you? yeh a few months Would u give #13 a hug? Of course #17 the sexiest person alive? not quite soz jor, luv ya September 20 Summer is coming!I am so excited for summer!! i really am, skirt weather and tans and not having to wear jumpers and thongs oh its gonna be good!! hold on phone call.... ok im back lol, so how good are the holidays gunna be i cannot wait! im going down the coast twice and its gonna be rad! i went to melbourne last week it was heaps fun we went shopping all tuesday and i spent a fair bit and got sum really rad things! and rockeisteddfod was so good we went to the premier division grand final and omg it kicked canberras ass! they were so good the one that won was bloody awsome we were all very inspired!! so hopefully next yr our rock eisteddfod will kick ass too. im so over school which is why i am excited for holidays i have so much homework stil! its severly shit. i really feel like doing something impulsive and random like getting an tatoo or a piercing, wat do u reckon bout a nipple piercing on chicks? coz i kinda want it but im not sure yet, i kno i want a tat jus a little one my tummy real low like under my undies u kno? yea well i want a dragon there coz i love dragons, i want it now but the parentals wont let me.. bummer well im off and dont forget to say hi! till next time.. Zo August 31 another day another bloody piece of homework!!So as the name suggests i have alot of homework and assignments, its not fair i want a life outside of school and work and school work!!! i am also sick with the flu so that isnt improving the mood... well i have been taking days off school this week to get better and catch up on the ever increasing never easing amounts of homework, but im not getting far and still have a cough with bloody anoys me espeically when trying to sleep. You know who im very randomly into at the moment (jessie, el p and bri are all to blame on this) Black eyed peas they are pretty good like its not normal rap and none of their songs sound the same which is awsome coz with mostly everyone else if uve heard one of their songs uve heard em all, but yea black eyed peas are good that way i love the one with jack johnson 'gone going' its rad u gotta love jack! i also am loving '4eva' by the veronicas its great!! Im going to melbourne in 12 days!! cant wait ive got lots of money to go shopping so im set yay i love that place!! well im off to finish an essay which surprisingly isnt due tomorrow!! yay thats a first for me well night all and dun forget to leave a msg.
Arrivederci!! luv Zo xoxox August 11 So...i gotta say nice comments so funny man u make me laugh! umm yea so that idea went off like a house on fire... seeing as person commented bloody slack ppl. ok so anyway wats new? im good mostly i got heaps drunk last weekend no wait on monday night (we had the day off tues) yea but monday was the 4th night in a row i was drinking wat an effort i hadnt been drunk for ages... it was a good party really we left early tho coz a girl was yelling at my friend for no reason but i was wasted by then so didnt really care. So omg i want a boyfriend i do im not a fan of the single life but i guess thats just coz i had been with david for so long, but yea i want a boy. I havent many new hotties lately tho sucks tho i do live in canberra and theres not that many ppl here and everyone knows everyone oh well i plan to move to melbourne or somewhere when im old enough anyway. i love melbourne how good is it im going there soon with school to see the final of VIC rockeisteddfod cant wait a whole day shooping then a rad dance show!! and hopefully i get to see my melbourne mates if they want to visit me (and u better want to) man i need credit mm m yes random ok so now that ive started blabbering i better stop and do sum homework fucking homework shits me anyway leave a comment.... luv Zo xxx August 04 just a random entry...Dont you just hate relief teachers? they suck more than normal teachers i was in art today being a good little girl and doing my work for once (the reason being was it was due and i hadnt finished it) and this relief teacher starts telling me how to do my work i hate that so i balnked out and was just like nodding and saying uhuh so she thought i was listening and then i hear her say "and dont forget they invented pencil sharpeners colour can sometimes benefit form a sharp line" i was like wat the fuck a stupid old croone with no idea about art was telling me to sharpen my pencil??? wat the? that shit me so much... ok anyway in other news.. well i dotn have much other news im just the same old dull and boring person oh i came across sum lyrics that like fit my feelings for dave so well im mostly over him now but the song fit wat it was like just after... ok ill admit its by kelly clarkson and yes shes not really my thing but shes good to sing to and dance to so yea wanna know the lyrics??? ok ok ill put them in..
"I Hate Myself For Losing You" I woke up today Woke up wide awake In an empty bed Staring at an empty room I have myself to blame For the state I'm in today And now dying Doesn't seem so cruel And oh, I don't know what to say And I don't know anyway Anymore
I hate myself for losing you I'm seeing it all so clear I hate myself for losing you What do you do when you look in the mirror And staring at you is why he's not here?
You got what you deserved Hope you're happy now 'Cause everytime I think of her with you It's killing me Inside, and Now I dread each day Knowing that I can't be saved From the loneliness Of living without you And, oh I don't know what to do Not sure that I'll pull through I wish you knew
I hate myself for losing you I'm seeing it all so clear I hate myself for losing you What do you do when you look in the mirror And staring at you is why he's not here?
I hate myself for losing you And oh, I don't know what to do Not sure that I'll pull through I wish you knew And oh, I don't know what to say And I don't know anyway Anymore No, no
I hate myself for losing you (I'm seeing it all so clear) I'm seeing it all so clear I hate myself for losing you What do you do when you look in the mirror And staring at you is why he's not here? What do you say when everything's said? Is the reason why he left you in the end? How do you cry when every tear you shed Won't ever bring him back again I hate myself for loving you
well im off leave a comment i didnt really give you anything to comment on but hey leave some kind of wacky thing and the person who makes me laugh most gets a prize ok take up the challenge go on........ peace and good sex to you all.... Zo xoxoxox July 26 i hurt :o(So as the title suggests i hurt. i am hurting because i am not over someone i should be, i will be soon tho and then the empty feeling (which makes me feel very sick 24-7) will go away. i kno im only 16 and hes not going to change my life in the long run so i just have to keep telling myself that this is meant to be and that i will find someone better -as he already has- but i cant shake this lonely feeling and i really loved him he meant so much to me and we had the best times, he loved me too and it sucks now that he dosent. It also sucks that he has another girl which means i cannot booty call him when i need sex ;o) but i like his new girl i havent actually met her but ive heard alot about her and shes very pretty and well if dave choose her she must be a good person. so im am not the happiest of ppl at the moment but i have just suffered a heartbreak even tho we broke up like 4 months ago i had this spark of hope in me that we would get back together but a few days ago that was ambushed and beaten until it died and that is why i am hurting now because of the huge reality shock i suffered. but i am strong and will be ok in hopefully a short amount of time but i want a boyfriend not just because he has a girl, but becoz i feel so lonely it was so good having someone who was so into me and i want that back. well enough of the emotional retardedness im off to take some of the pent up feelings out on my punching bag..... later all, leave a comment and let me kno im loved lol im so lame ;o) peace. July 23 thingo number 3COPY AND PASTE IN UR BLOG 1.copy and paste into ur blog 01.i miss sumbody rite now 59.i have a mobile fone 70.im not allergic to n e thing deadly (except murder i get a bad reaction when im murdered) |
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